its october. the germans celebrate the oktoberfest, while us singaporean kids have exams :(
i've started revision for Alevels and im really forcing myself to study because its like going through the same stuff again and again. i know i have to, but i dont want to. prelims grades are ok, but definitely need more improvement. or should i say i must improve?
i cant stop worrying, and the fact that im such a worri-er bothers me. because i worry about every single thing! like what my mum says, if you have bad grades you worry abt results, if you have good grades you worry abt getting that scholarship...and so the worries multiply. now im worried abt A's, im SCARED like eck eck eck like people strangling me. what to do?!
the only thing i can do is to carry on with revision and continue worrying.