weird? unique.

everyone is weird in their own way just simply cos they arent the every single bit like you. like i dig my nose with my forefinger, but you did it with your thumb, so i think you're weird. but sometimes, some ppl who have less similarities with you are just deem to be WEIRD-ER.

during my hc interview last yr, shujing asked me :describe yourself in one word. so i said : unique.

and i think its totally true, so dont expect everyone to try to be like you and please you, or darwin and mendel are gna be SO WRONG in their evolution and genetic theory. one day you might read - Shi Hui's theory states that evolution is brought about by the influence of your peers, homo sapiens change so as to please their peers and so that everyone is like a clone of each other. jk! some of my classmates nearly declared a war to a particular someone on wed, thankfully she wasnt around. chill girls, hur hur?!

watched temasek idol last night, we had VIP seats on the 2nd row in the middle column :) arthi was really powerful and quaver left the whole audi speechless, but i think all the finalists were good enough. if only i can sing lalala hahaha

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went to find ms wong today, cos i'd been harbouring thoughts of dropping chem to h1 for quite some time. its all because of my poor spa grades, i didnt know if i shld continue doing h2 for fear that my spa will pull me down. i rather A in h1 than B in h2 you see? yup, but after talking to ms wong, i decided to carry on with what im doing now. she's a nice teacher when you talk to her 1 on 1, but when it comes to tutorials, oh my she can be quite annoying and scary :x

training hard, season's in one month which means my field will not be my field anymore in 2 more months :S

i had a bad week

March
this is definitely not my best month or week. i guess my star clash with ALL the other stars or sth. its totally true, some girls cry a lot and i just happen to fall in to this category. sometimes it makes me wonder am i crying for the right reason. for me, crying is the only solution, makes me sound like a loser HAHA. emotions is so hard to predict, to express and to curb, if only i had a multi-purpose controller like CLick
my mentee shaz was not accepted in tj and left for sajc. and yes, i felt a sudden urge of sadness, and the so the 'SAD' button was activated and the signal spread to all the organs and i felt so hard for me to stop thinking about being sad. from mon to fri the feeling just wont go and i was thinking if i have a problem with myself. maybe i had so much feelings mixed with unhappiness, fear, pressure and disappointment suppressed within me that this is the time when i start showing them. well, its probably yet another emo period which is like the menstrual cycle i have go through every fixed period of time. it makes me a bad friend with the worst attitude and character, but fortunately i have lots of thoughts to sort out now
as i finish this post, i've come to the end of the one week of pms WOOHOO, good night sleep AT LAST.

hey im talking

had been a live zombie roaming in school for the past week. not only i can feel my body shutting down all the time, even my teachers (bio,chem, gp) were not happy with me cos i either doze off during lessons or just werent able to concentrate. they just kept asking me the same qns, why are you so tired why are you so tired? haha kind of annoying but ya i know im in the wrong. should seriously stop reading storybooks before bedtime

the seniors gt their alevel results ytd. and i dont know how the cohort did, but it just remind me of what i'll be expecting next yr, my goal. of course i want to do well, but im really scare of the outcome. i dont want it to be another o lvels. the thought of it freaks me out..just like how i thought of sth when i was in the toilet one day AERRR

on a lighter note, the soccer girls did our filming for the O2 advertisement. at first all of us had a shock cos the angry video cam didnt want to cooperate with us after being locked up in the cabinet for 3 days. it only worked after it had enough of the air con in yl's dad car, how amusing.. yea so we had a fun time laughing and doing the tricks. the final video is relaly good esp with the music. so look out for it!