soccer chalet

i had the best-ever chalet with the soccer team. we had the best bbq with shixuan the coastguard as the main chef to cook us a whole lot of delicious food,thank you so much! and i was overwhelmed to see more than 20 girls at the chalet once i stepped in, suddenly i thought i was attending a chalet of a girls' school hahah, cos the chalet was room stuffed with girls and high levels of oestrogen hahah. but its definitely better than the 2by2m cube at sentosa haha!

after dinner we watched a skit put up with our wonderful juniors which was an imitation of us, the seniors. in return, we had an impromtu one too to imitate our juniors, and our coaches had to act as every 26 of us. i was scared they might had split personalities after that hahah. the funniest impersonation goes to gelin for trying to act as justine the slipping penguin and also yulin who impersonate as gelin the girl-hugger hahaha

watched our last video from mr au featuring waffles benitez and arsene whiner aka mr chua and mr au, then the wonderful speech too. played taboo with the girls and had a lot of fun guessing and describing
the most memorable one came from yvette - your head is snowing!
ans: dandruff
bek's private part drink and yulin's boomboomboom were obscene and hilarious as well:))))))

we spent the night talking and gossipping until dawn breaks and some of us had to leave for school. bek and i miraculously survived the night w/o any sleep though on the way to school we were dead asleep. it's rather irritating when you drag your lazy and heavy body to school for DSA trial and then it starts to rain and find out that nobody is planning to come, it's so waste of time!! joined the rest of the girls for karaoke hahaah, and was so awed by yingqi and yvette. went home and slept for 15 hrs straight.

im going for hc camp in 2 hours time, another sleepless night haha

I MISS THE SOCCER GIRLS ALREADY!
oh man, im having withdrawal symptoms alr

ok la, amanda i know you read my blog, i miss you too! i miss sharon pachara and mabeline I havent seen them for ages! :( this is so sad, i have to go to school almost everyday this week and plus the overnight hc camp, but i'll enjoy the camp cos it's gna be my last few chances to spend time as a whole gamma hc :(

i bet we are going to have lots of fun at the soccer chalet later hahaha :)

no more smelly shinguards and shirts

i must say that TEAM TJC is a cheerful bunch. after what happened ytd, which is the 0-1 defeat leading to a 4th placing, we celebrated more than the top 3 teams hahaha. we've done almost all the celebrations one can do on the jalan besar field, maybe except the celebrating goal part. frankly, i'll rather be 4th and feeling so happy with my team.

anyway, i came thisclosetothegoalpost. but the ball hit the pole haha, quite disappointing because it could have been the NICEST goal scored ytd, ard midfield like how vj score against us, and it would have been my one and only goal in 2 seasons hahaha. perhaps its our last match, i can feel everyone on/off the pitch fighting so hard for the first time. as in, for the past few matches we fought hard too, but comparatively, ytd's one was the hardest. we never gave up, we keep attacking after conceding, and we keep shouting. the only thing i felt sad abt was not able to win for the supporters who came and cheered so loudly. the yr1 sc plus bek's friends cheered so much more compared to last yr when we had more supporters and were playing for 1st/2nd.

my back and knee are aching, i cant bend my back or squat!
im really glad that i've joined soccer last yr. it taught me how to be strong, never to give up and how important the team is to me. of course, i love the girls :) though there's still the juniors who will be training for the next season and we can always go back for trainings, but somehow i know that it will be different cos its just not teamtjc'07. so now, i'll have to try to get used to life without boots,shinguards and the bestfriend (soccer ball) for a while.

when things slipped through your fingers

the game with vj : lost 1 - 0 so we are fighting for 3rd/4th placing against rj. our team did our best, but at a personal level, i think i could have played better. as a comparison, i think i played better during SA match than VJ's one. i keep finding myself at the wrong side of the field ytd, i cant be first to the ball. im not regretting, just a little disappointed with the fact that we're going to be 3rd/4th instead of 1st/2nd.

quote of the day : When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long in the first place.

the quote and words of the team really help me to push myself further. many times i felt tired, wanted to walk and stay put at where i was, then i remembered what captain had said ' is this the best i have ?' or sth like that, and i endured.

if only i keep all my thoughts away just for a day, i would be the happiest girl on that day.

one more match one more match

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TO THE BEST GOALKEEPER OF THE SEASON -LEE HUIMIN :)

crazy

in life, you dont always get what you want. and i kind of know how it feels and the feeling's not very good :(
i think im going crazy, there's so many things running through my mind all the time...on my to school, to canteen, in the toilet blahblah. i just cant stop thinking unless im really into some deep thoughts which is very unlikely cos everything just drift in and out before i can process all the info..i want to win badly but i hate competition at the same time. i tell myself its ok but i cant seem to cope with the defeat. i think i can do it but i dont think i can carry it out exactly how i want. it sounds as if there's 2 of me inside me haha. oh no 2 crazy shi hui!

time for gp bulletin